I finally got my Heart Rate down to 100 yesterday. I am still having the Hot flashes and still not feeling "quite" right. I have gotten over the idea that I was going to have a Heart attack any minute and die on the floor. Not letting anything stop me today. I am spending the afternoon with my Chicken, my 2 nieces and the cousins. It's going to be great. We are going to Chuck E. Cheese. Between me and Austin both being sick I haven't spent any time with him in at least 4 weeks. I hate that. I miss him so much. He is such a funny little guy. Ashleigh (his Mom) says he is feeling so good today and is full of energy. Good thing we picked Chuckies and good thing I am feeling a bit better.
I am on the final countdown......................6 days to the Poison. But of course it is the last dose of poison (I hope, I hope) for a very long time. Hopefully forever.
I am a bit worried. I know I shouldn't listen to people but it's hard not to. Someone that has been through this said that each time gets worse. I think I believe that because honestly I haven't really had but one good day this time so far. I was so hoping for the Ocean on Thanksgiving but I do not think it is going to happen. I guess I will lower my expectations and just hope I can enjoy a family dinner at home. Maybe even Chuck a Rama so I don't have to cook. NOOOOO!. I swore I would never eat out at a Restaurant on a Holiday. I will figure out a way to make this work.
Off to enjoy at least part of my day. Thanks again for all the Love and Support.
You guys are amazing.
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