Oh my how fun. Finally went to bed @ 12:30 and by 4 in the morning I had "Oldies" stuck in my head. "I got Chills there multiplying" (I had chills running down one leg).
"Oh what a night, Late September back in '63 (2010)" and best one yet. "I couldn't get to sleep at all last night duh duh duh dun." Yeah it's going to be a great day when it starts that way. Crazy. I guess I am more worried about today than I thought. They say it's easier because you know what to expect. My philosophy is I am better off NOT knowing what to expect. It scares me to think I get to go through all this over and over and over. Oh well, It's for the greater good as they say. I am worried about getting the "Chemo" brain and getting forgetful (very worried). I am normally very much in control of my environment and what is going on and lately I have had to write myself notes about "Everything". I have notes on bills to pay, drs appts, pills to take, what to buy at the store. It's kinda pathetic. I am constantly trying to make sure I "remember" things so my brain doesn't ever shut off. Oh and FYI if you get ramblings on here or repetitiveness just go with it and you can even snicker at me about for it. I just hope I don't forget to put on my "Hair". hahahha. That would be hilarious.
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