D Day tomorrow. 20th

Well today was my last day of work for a week or so. Tomorrow is the 3rd treatment. i hope it goes better than the 1st and the 2nd. Third times the Charm isn't it? That's what I am thinking. I had a blessing from a very good friend and his brother tonight. I feel better already. Any little bit helps. I know that God is in my Corner and I will beat this. I also know however that I am in for a few rough patches. I am still a bit nervous about tomorrow and hoping not to get a reaction to the Drugs. My main fear is not Death (I have total confidence in the Nurse and Doctor). My fear is that I will have another reaction and will not be able to continue with the Taxetere. What does this mean for me? Not quite sure but from what I have heard it will mean that I will A. have longer treatments of a lesser dose or B. have to wait for my body to "heal a bit" and keep up with the same regimen. I am so ready for this all to be over. Soon enough it will.

Had my first In and Out Burger today. Good but not all it's hyped up to be. I just figured I would treat myself since next week it is back to "tasting" nothing. Eating just to eat. Mostly Eggs and Oatmeal. When I am done with this I swear I may never eat Oatmeal again.
Well Off to bed to toss and turn and get "NO" sleep. Typical for the day before Treatment. I will catch up on my sleep on the weekend. I will take the "Sleepy" pills and sleep for hours. Peace out. I will keep you posted.