October 3rd. I think. Oh what a beautiful morning. I am up at the crack of dawn (4:30).
But that's O.K. I went outside with my dogs and the stars and the moon were so bright and the air is so crisp. It was a perfect start to an early day. I had such a good talk with my "Big Sis" last night she is officially my new "Grief Counselor". She gives me advice on how to accept help, to admit when I am not well, and to allow myself to have a "pity party" once in a while. But she also reminded me that I feel this way the first week or so and I do get "better". And I will get better. This is not the "ME" forever, it is a temporary setback. My sweet little "Church" ladies/Friends made us some yummy frozen dinners. It is so nice that people care enough to help out. It is nice too because we can just cook them when we need them. There are so many thoughtful people in my life and I want to Thank you all. I am learning (the hard way) that I might actually need some help and it is O.K. to take it. Some day it will be my turn to give back and I will.
I am hoping for a ride up to the Canyon today to see the turning leaves. I just hope my body cooperates. I LOVE FALL!.
Janice watching you go through this is a true inspiration to me. You always seem at least a little up beat ever when you feel like hell. It helps me to tell my self if Janice can be happy quit boobin you big baby lifes not that bad. I truely thank you for sharing your exsperiance through this blog. Sending you my love and prayers alway
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