Finally getting over this stinking Cold I have had all week. I am certainly hoping for a good night sleep. I hope it works out that way. Maybe I will have to break down and take the sleeping pills. I prefer not to take anything I don't have to. Every pill has a different side effect and it has to be weighed as to wether it's really worth it. At least I don't have to get up early tomorrow. Woo Hoo. I actually made it through 38 hours this week at work. That's more than I did on my second week last time. It makes me feel good to be able to work. Somehow I don't feel so much like a "Sick" person that way.
I am looking forward to a fun day with some of my girl friends. We all wanted to get together when I felt "well" enough so we are having a cookout @ Michelle's new condo. BBQd Hot Dogs and Tater Salad. Yum yum. Can't hardly wait.
So in the immortal words of my little Jessica "I'm not gonna Lie" haha. I am very nervous about my next treatment. After the horrid reaction I had last time I just don't know what to expect. I feel like I should right down some of my wishes (just in case) something bad happens. But am I being overly morbid? or just super cautious. I don't know. The Nurses are great and I know they know what to do but if my body doesn't cooperate I am done. It is a pretty scary thought. It's funny how life throws us curve balls. I guess we just live life to the fullest, hope for the best outcomes, and trust that everything will work out the way it is supposed to.
Yes, Janice. I think you're right. Live life one single day at a time. Try to see beauty. Pray. Love. Feel. What else is there to do?
ReplyDeleteI don't think you are being "overly morbid." There is never a "right" time to do stuff like that.
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