Not quite as bad today. I just simply feel that any and all energy has been zapped from my body. I hope their isn't a Fire or Major Catastrophe I am afraid I would not make it down the stairs. So I need to clear up this stupid shot I get. I think it is called Neulasta. I keep saying Luenasta. Well whichever one it is, I am NOT taking the sleep aid. hahaha. Although it might be good if I did so I could sleep a bit. I guess I can't complain I am up to 7 hours a night. I usually only wake up once for a Potty run. Those Adult diapers are looking pretty good right now. NOT!. EWWW!. I would have gone the Bed Pan route but unfortunately my darling daughter wasn't up for the challenge. My sweet little Mommy brought me a book to read, a magazine, cleaned my Kitchen and even rub my feet with some pain reliever cream. She rocks big time. Got me through the day Mom.
Two days ago I was ready to give up and discontinue treatment but I am starting to remember that there are "Good" days. I refuse to give up the fight now matter what I have to endure. My family, my friends and my LIFE are way too important to give up now. Keep in mind that in all things there are trials and tribulations. Look to the Positive and you can make it through anything. No one said it would be easy.............But it is most definitely worth it!. Can someone remind me of this statement on October 23rd when I am going through this again?!. Peace out. Thanks for sharing.
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