Just when I thought I made it. Yep. NOT. Tonight is the Hot flashes, Back Spasms and all around crappy feelings. Hot Bath here I come. I swear if I could live in the Tub I think I would. Maybe a good plan that I don't have a Giant Garden Jetted Tub. We wouldn't be able to afford the water bills. I was going to try to go to work tomorrow but if this is starting this late I am sure I don't want to be at work if it hits me harder. I am hoping (as always) if I start on the pills right now it won't get any worse. All I can hope for is a full nights sleep. I have already been laying on Ice packs for hours. Now on to the Heat. It's nice to know what's coming so that I know what to do before it's "too Late". Been there done that. No fun.
Hopefully I will be up to Trick or Treating with my little buddy. I look forward to any sense of normalcy I can get. Of course today I just found out he has been sick. Sad to say but if he has anything I can't even have him come over. I am feeling a bit isolated without seeing any of the Nephews, Neices or even my Grandson but I have one last treatment left and I can't afford to be exposed to any germs. Last time my buddy came over his little brother had a Cold and it didn't take long for me to catch it. Even though they had no symptoms at the time. It brought me blood levels up to 14.9. Not sure exactly what all that means but if they are too high or too low I can't get treated. No Thanks. I will sacrifice and stay indoors. I do NOT want this to last any longer than is absolutely necessary.
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