October 8th

Woo Hoo!. I slept all night. That is a minor miracle in itself. Going to try to play a bit today. Going to lunch with some Ladies from the neighborhood and picking up my chicken from School. So excited I haven't seen him for 2 weeks. I miss his cute little face. I am sure I will be napping tonight but it will be worth every minute to feell "Alive" for the day. I have to keep remembering that I will have these good days. When I am having the bad ones it's all I can focus on and I am sure I will never get better. My big focus now is Thanksgiving. I will be done with all of the Chemo and my "Bad" week by then and am planning on Celebrating big time. Hopefully going to St. George to be with all the extended family. Either way I am looking forward to "tasting" the good food. How's that for a Goal? haha. My goals lately seem to revolve quite a bit around food. I am constantly hungry yet nothing is "good" so I am constantly thinking of what to eat next. Too funny.  Last night my daughter had Chinese food and I literally sat and watched her eat it. I had already had dinner but somehow it was fun to watch her enjoy her food. OMG. I sound like I am obsessed. haha. I guess I kind of am. Well off to shower and put on "My Hair". Time to feel a bit human. Thanks again for the prayers I am absolutely positive that God is in my corner on this one.