Good Grief. It is already starting and it's coming on strong. Can't decide if I want to eat, throw up, or just fall asleep. My whole body is turning against me right now. I usually don't get this "Good" until at least Sunday. I don't know if this is a good sign that it will end sooner or a bad sign that I am in for it. Let's hope for the good. I so want to be able to go to sleep and hope I can sleep all night. Well if all else fails I have plenty of "happy" pills I can take. I so hate taking pills but I am learning that whatever helps has got to be done. Bad part is some of the side effects are worse than the Nausea. That is why I don't take them. Oh my, Oh my. Will I be so happy on November 11th. That is my last treatment. Bring it on...................I am so ready.
(to be done that is). I have almost forgotten what it feels like to be well. I keep thinking Hawaii that should get me through this mess. haha. Still thinking of the Ocean for Thanksgiving. I got the idea from Lifetime Movies. Whenever someone has Cancer they put on their flowing scarves and go to the Ocean. I guess that is what I should be doing too. (Well it's a good excuse for a trip isn't it?!) Peace out Friends. Let's hope for a good night.
you know why else November 11th is so awesome? its Kala'is 3rd birthday! yay for multiple celebrations!
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